BY YOUR COMMAND - Static ARCHIVE

Apollo entered the small cabin he shared with his long time friend; and now lover. He was slightly surprised to find that Starbuck was not there. He should have been home by now; he and Boomer returned from deep space several centars ago. Frowning, he went into the small kitchen cubicle and saw the half-eaten meal. Glancing over his shoulder he saw the sealed door that led to their bedroom. He sighed, placing the meal in the cooler. This was just another indication of how hard the viral infection Starbuck contracted had hit him. Apollo was worried; Starbuck still hadn't gained back all the weight he had lost while he was sick and he tired very easily. Apollo thought to himself, 'he needs more time to rest, to gain his strength back, before he gets into his damn viper.' This was the one thing he and Starbuck had fought furiously over. He wanted Starbuck to take time off, to get well. But Starbuck protested he was fine and there was no reason why he shouldn't be flying patrols. After several heated arguments, Apollo realized how stubborn his lover was, and finally relented. He still grumbled about it, but was reassured by Cassie that as long as Starbuck slept and ate well, he would slowly gain his strength back. Apollo walked into the bedroom quietly, seeing Starbuck sleeping soundly. It appeared Starbuck fell asleep before he hit the bed; he was lying on the bed still wearing his full uniform. Apparently he had been too tired to even remove his boots. Frustrated, Apollo removed his own clothing, before gently lifting Starbuck's foot and carefully removing his boot. Apollo had removed his boots and shirt and was opening his pants; when Starbuck's eyes flew open. Immediately Apollo moved to lie beside him, whispering, "Shh, it's me Starbuck." Apollo gently kissed him, feeling him relax instantly. He knew that Starbuck had some horrifying experiences in the orphanage; and as exhausted as his lover was, Apollo wasn't surprised that he thought it was someone else. He continued to reassure him for a few moments, happy to see Starbuck's sleepy smile. He eased himself down the bed to finish removing Starbuck's pants, throwing them on the floor. Apollo felt his cock begin to rise as he ran his eyes over Starbuck's body, from the broad chest down the flat stomach to the patch of darker hair, where his thick cock lay. Apollo suddenly noticed that Starbuck's cock was hardening. He glanced up and was surprised to see his lover's eyes watching him. Apollo thought Starbuck had fallen asleep.

Starbuck felt Apollo's eyes wander over his body; and seeing the desire in their depths had filled Starbuck with his own desire. He reached out his hand, pulling Apollo close beside him, whispering, "I've missed you." Starbuck's lips found Apollo's. Gently he ran his tongue along Apollo's bottom lip; before slipping it deep inside Apollo's warm mouth.

Apollo moaned, his erection throbbing. Finally he managed to break the kiss, only to feel Starbuck's mouth sucking and licking his neck. In a husky voice, he managed, "Starbuck, I don't think we should."

Starbuck stopped, and met Apollo's eyes, confused, he asked, "Why not?"

Apollo sighed; and ran his hand along his lover's jaw, reassuring, "I want to, but you're exhausted." Seeing the disappointment and slight trace of anger in the blue eyes, he continued, "Gods, do I want to, but you mean everything to me, and your health is more important. After all you just got back from a very long patrol, you need to rest."

Starbuck sat up frustrated, he could feel his cock pulsing for release. Angrily he whispered, "I'm fine Apollo, please let's not fight about this." In a softer voice he continued, "As you said, I've been on a long patrol, and it's been a while. I need you now Apollo." To prove his point, Starbuck grasped Apollo's hand and placed it on his throbbing cock. He moaned loudly as Apollo gripped him hard, pumping him.

Apollo heard the desperation in his lover's voice, and couldn't deny his needs. Besides, his own needs were screaming for release. He would bring Starbuck to ecstasy first; and then he would make sure he got the rest he needed. Apollo pushed Starbuck's shoulders back onto the bed. Seeing Starbuck about to argue he placed his finger over Starbuck's lips. "Don't argue, just lie there and let me bring you to the heavens and back." He leaned down capturing Starbuck's lips, hearing Starbuck moan as he continued to masturbate him.

Starbuck tried to catch his breath; it was difficult with Apollo's tongue probing his mouth. He felt his balls tighten as Apollo continued to pump his cock. With an effort he finally managed to pull away slightly. He knew he was about to come and wanted to prolong it. He leaned over Apollo, forcing him onto his back. Starbuck began licking his way down Apollo's body, pausing to suck on his nipples. He ran his hands along Apollo's sides, moving his way down. He smiled as he heard Apollo moan, "Starbuck, I wanted you to let me…" The rest was lost as Starbuck took his entire length into his mouth, sealing his lips around the thick organ. Starbuck continued to suck vigorously, gently massaging Apollo's balls with his free hand.

Apollo closed his eyes as Starbuck sucked him; he gave up and let Starbuck's talented mouth take him over the edge. The double sensations of feeling the warm moist mouth and the gentle hand rubbing his balls finally sent Apollo over. Apollo lifted his hips off the bed as he shot loads of his warm cream deep into Starbuck's mouth. Apollo finally stopped thrusting. He still felt Starbuck's lips sealed around his cock, his tongue licking the all his cream off the tip of his cock. Apollo sank into the bed, groaning in satisfaction. He opened his eyes as he felt Starbuck crawl beside him. He smiled, seeing the desperate need for completion in his lover's eyes.

Starbuck panted heavily, he moved up beside Apollo stroking his own cock. In a husky whispered voice; he begged, "Please Apollo!"

Apollo didn't hesitate, he quickly motioned for Starbuck to straddle his chest. Once Starbuck complied, Apollo savored the moment, running his hands up Starbuck's back. He enjoyed watching Starbuck's cock pulse in front of him for a centon before engulfing it in his mouth.

As Apollo swallowed him, Starbuck groaned loudly, leaning forward he gripped the frame of the bed tightly. He closed his eyes; and began to thrust gently into Apollo's warm moist mouth. He felt a moment's frustration when Apollo paused. He glanced down to see Apollo sucking on two of his fingers. He clenched his teeth as Apollo resumed, feeling his balls tighten. Suddenly he felt the slick fingers sliding gently in his ass, gently massaging his prostate. Starbuck thrust deeply inside Apollo's mouth, feeling the fingers move in his ass. He cried out as he came, "Apollo… God!" Then he was incoherent as the spasms rocked his body. As his orgasm faded, he slumped forward, trying to catch his breath. He felt Apollo's fingers slid from his body, and allowed Apollo to gently lay him down. Still breathing heavily, he opened his eyes and looked into Apollo's, "God Apollo. That was incredible!" Quietly he added, "I love you." He felt himself being pulled into Apollo's arms, and closed his eyes, exhaustion claiming him instantly.

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Apollo stared at the ceiling, holding Starbuck close. He gently ran his fingers through Starbuck's soft hair, wishing that he wasn't so stubborn. His heart jumped as he remembered how sick Starbuck was, the high fever draining his strength. He remembered painfully how he sat in the life center watching and praying to the Lords, with every rise of Starbuck's chest. The fleet hadn't seen any signs of Cylons, and Apollo had gotten used to feeling safe with his lover. When the fever hit, all of Apollo's fears came rushing back. He knew Starbuck was pushing himself, not giving his body time to build up its strength. Apollo sighed, he also realized he was being slightly overprotective. If there were a problem, no way would Cassie or Dr. Salik allow Starbuck to pilot a viper. He felt Starbuck stir in his sleep, mumbling incoherently. Apollo gently massaged his shoulders, trying to sooth him. It seemed to work as he felt Starbuck sink into him further. Apollo continued to gently run his fingers over him, easing Starbuck's restless sleep. It seemed to Apollo that since the fever, Starbuck had more nightmares. This worried Apollo; the dreams always seemed to take Starbuck back to his time in the orphanage. Apollo cursed himself as he remembered how he startled his lover when he tried to undress him earlier. The incident most likely brought back bad memories for Starbuck. Apollo hated to think, that as a child, Starbuck was subjected to such abuse. He remembered the pain in the blue eyes when Starbuck had told him that he was sexually abused, that the orphanages would sell his body to men for top cubits. Apollo shuddered as he remembered the first time he had made love to Starbuck, how his lover trembled with fear. At the time Apollo was confused. Then, when the nightmares started, Apollo had forced Starbuck to tell him what was causing them. He was shocked when Starbuck had told him everything. He also felt an immense guilt. He wondered if he had pushed Starbuck. He remembered how Starbuck exploded with rage, telling him he had nothing to be sorry for, that Starbuck had done nothing that he didn't want to do. Apollo smiled; the last thing Starbuck had wanted was for him to be sorry or extra cautious. Starbuck explained that he was a very physical lover and he expected Apollo to be so as well, that what they shared now was nothing like what happened when he was a child. Apollo agreed, and they had wonderful sex and a wonderful life together. Apollo's eyes finally slid shut, and he fell asleep with that last thought.

Apollo sat beside Starbuck, Sheba and Boomer behind them. They were listening as Colonel Tigh went over the latest scans of the area. Commander Adama was also listening intently. Just as Tigh finished, he rose to address the warriors. "I have just been informed by Chief Engineer Balik, of the Agro ship that they are running low on fruit seed. After reviewing the problem with Colonel Tigh, I believe we may have come up with a solution." He paused and pointed to the stellar map, "Reviewing the long range patrol data, we found a planet that supports the seed we need. I would like to send a patrol planet side and gather the necessary amount of seed."

Apollo rose, walking to the map, "Sir, this planet is long-range; our shuttles won't be able to reach it."

Adama walked over to the map; "You're correct Captain. I plan on sending two viper pilots first, giving them time to gather the fruit. It will take the Galactica a few cycles for the planet to be within range of our shuttles. Once we are in position, I will send a science team down to survey the planet to see if we can use anything else."

Starbuck walked up to the map, pretending that he was studying it. Inside, he relished the thought of going planet-side with only Apollo. He could only imagine what it would be like to spend a few cycles alone with his lover, without the threat of going on alert or Boxey running in on them. With a serious face, he turned towards Tigh and Adama. "Apollo and I will go. After all, I know where the planet is." He held his breath as he waited for Adama's answer. Inwardly he sighed in relief when he heard the Commander say, "Okay Lieutenant, prepare to leave right away."

Apollo couldn't believe his ears, Starbuck had barely recovered, and now he was volunteering to go planet side. There was no way he was strong enough yet. He realized that Tigh had called an end to their briefing and the other warriors were filing out of the room. As he saw Starbuck's bright expression, he also realized that now was not the time to discuss it. It would have to wait until they returned home. He followed Starbuck out of the room, intending to do just that.

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Starbuck sighed in frustration as Apollo continued to rage. He had heard this all before: he wasn't strong enough; he needed more time to recover. The same discussion he'd always heard since he was sick. Continuing to pack, he felt hurt. Maybe Apollo didn't want to spend time with him alone after all. That thought struck fear in his heart. Turning, he asked, "Don't you want to be alone with me? I thought it would be wonderful, but if you don't want to be with me…."

Apollo was shocked, never had he intended to give Starbuck that impression. He walked over to him, grasping his hands, and squeezing them tightly. "Of course I want to be with you! I love you!" he paused marshalling his thoughts "I just want to make sure you're well."

Annoyed Starbuck pulled his hands away. "I'm fine Apollo!"

Apollo shouted back, "You weren't fine a few cycles ago, attached to a machine that breathed for you!" His voice softened as he tried to reason with his lover. "I can't go through that again."

Starbuck realized for the first time how worried Apollo must have been. He reached for Apollo's hands. Speaking quietly, Starbuck tried to be reassuring. "Listen Apollo, I feel fine. I really do. Please believe me."

Apollo nodded, "Okay Starbuck." He saw Starbuck smile and continued firmly, "I want you to be honest with me down there. If for any reason you have a problem, you will tell me."

Starbuck's smile grew wider, and he reached out to run his hand along Apollo's hip, moving it around to grab his ass. He pulled him close, and before his lips met Apollo's he mumbled, "Yes captain." His lips continued to tease Apollo's while his hands frantically removed Apollo's shirt.

Apollo groaned, "Starbuck, we have to leave for the planet. We don't have ti…" The rest of his words were cut off by Starbuck's tongue. Apollo stopped resisting and pulled Starbuck's shirt off, running his hands over Starbuck's trapped erection. He smiled when he heard Starbuck moan. Knowing they had very little time, Apollo sank to his knees, opening Starbuck's pants.

Starbuck closed his eyes as he felt Apollo opening his pants, gently easing out his throbbing cock. He moaned loudly and braced himself against Apollo's shoulders as he felt Apollo's mouth close around him. He knew he wasn't going to last long; the mere thought about being alone with Apollo excited him beyond imagination. Feeling Apollo's hand squeeze his balls, sent him over the edge. He moaned loudly as Apollo sucked him dry. He opened his eyes in time to watch Apollo's tongue lick his flared tip before it traveled the length of his cock and finally Apollo sucked his balls into his mouth. Starbuck groaned as he felt the excitement build in him again; quickly he sank to the floor pulling his pants all the way down. He was on his hands and knees, with his ass presented to Apollo. He turned and looked over his shoulder, "Please Apollo. It's been so long. Come inside me."

Apollo hesitated, they hadn't made love this way since the fever. Apollo could see the longing in Starbuck's eyes, and his desire overrode what his brain was telling him. He quickly pushed his pants down and spread the precum over his tip; hoping it was enough. Carefully he placed the tip of his cock at the tight entrance, and moaned as he entered his lover. "Oh Starbuck! Gods you feel good!" He continued to moan as Starbuck's tight ass closed around him. He began a gentle thrusting, feeling Starbuck buck against him. He leaned over Starbuck's back, continuing to thrust, and began to suck and lick. His hand moving underneath, to find Starbuck's cock. He wrapped his hand around the hard shaft and began to pump him, starting a rhythm that had Starbuck pleading for release. Apollo bucked frantically, feeling his orgasm build. Suddenly he arched his back, spilling his seed deep into Starbuck's body. Through the pounding of his heart, and the hissing in his ears, he heard Starbuck cry out and felt his lover's warm cum spill into his hand. He fell onto Starbuck's back; feeling drained, and gently kissed Starbuck wherever he could reach him.

Starbuck hated to move, feeling Apollo in his body, and feeling his lover resting on his back made him feel as though he was in heaven. He shifted and felt Apollo pull out, moving to the side. He sat up and smiled at Apollo, "Thank you Apollo." He reached out and touched his face, "I know you're worried, but there is no reason to be." Seeing that Apollo was about to interrupt, he continued, "Believe me, I'm okay."

Apollo nodded, actually getting excited about spending some time alone with Starbuck. He smiled, "Okay Starbuck, I believe you." He hesitated. "I'm sorry I'm being overprotective; it's just that you mean everything to me."

Starbuck returned his smile, leaning in to kiss him softly. "I love you too, Apollo." Pulling away he jumped to his feet, "Let's go, Captain, we're late!"

Adama watched as the crew packed Starbuck's and Apollo's vipers with all the necessary equipment for spending four cycles alone on a planet. He walked over to where Starbuck and Apollo stood, resting his hands on a shoulder of each. "The shuttle will arrive in four cycles, in the meantime try to find the best place to gather seed." He glanced over at the vipers, noticing the crew finishing with the load of supplies. He gripped the shoulders tightly, "Have a safe and pleasant trip gentlemen."

Apollo smiled and thanked his father before following Starbuck to the vipers. As he climbed into his own ship, he glanced at Starbuck. He could see his partners excited smile from across the launch bay. He returned it with one of his own before he put his helmet on.

The trip to the planet would take twelve centons. Starbuck sighed in excited anticipation; he wished the long journey was over. He and Apollo had agreed that on the way, they would sleep, deciding that they would need their energy once they arrived. Switching on auto pilot, Starbuck closed his eyes, hoping he would be able to fall asleep.

Apollo entered the planets atmosphere and glanced out the side of his window, noticing Starbuck beside him. As he flew the viper low, trying to find a suitable spot to land, he was amazed at the tropical scenery. He finally found a flat patch of ground, surrounded by thick forest, and gently eased his viper down. As soon as the landing gear touched ground, he popped open the canopy, eagerly jumping down. He ran over to where Starbuck was landing, and waited impatiently for him to climb down. He realized suddenly, he was excited as his lover.

Starbuck climbed down and turned to Apollo, "Isn't this great?" Before Apollo could answer, he continued excitedly, "I picked up a small river on my scanners right through those trees! We have everything we need!"

Apollo laughed at Starbuck's enthusiasm. "This is great! I'm glad you volunteered us for this mission Lieutenant." Before Starbuck's enthusiasm took over, he continued, "Let's set up camp before we go exploring."

Starbuck nodded, realizing Apollo was right. Together they went to their vipers and began setting up camp. Soon they had made themselves a cozy living center, equipped with two cots and a small cooking area. Starbuck sat on one of the cots, admiring their work. "This is great Apollo."

Apollo smiled, reading a hand held scanner, looking for the type of tree that carried the fruit the fleet needed. In the distance he heard a strange howling, and glanced at Starbuck. "When you ran a scan on this planet, did you notice any lifeforms I need to know about?"

Starbuck stared into the night, "Typical tropical planet, there are some creatures, but no intelligent life. Just your basic wildlife readings."

Apollo, hearing the strange howl again, ordered, "Okay, but we stick together and place your laser on high stun."

Starbuck smiled; and reached for his gun, adjusting the setting. He stood, placing the laser in his holster, "Why don't we build a fire, and go exploring at first light?"

Apollo smiled, "That sounds like a great idea." He led the way out of the tent. They both gathered up all the wood they could find, not venturing very far from the camp. Starbuck built a roaring fire while Apollo cooked them a small meal. They enjoyed the meal, although Apollo became anxious each time he heard the strange howl. He swore it was coming closer.

Starbuck noticed that Apollo seemed distracted, then he heard the howl, and saw Apollo staring into the trees. Laughing he teased his partner, "Relax Apollo. It's just an animal."

Apollo shook his head, "I don't know Starbuck, it has a strange howl."

Starbuck laughed harder. "Strange? In what way."

Apollo smiled and realized he was right, "Okay, okay, just stop laughing at me!" He crawled over to Starbuck, threatening harm if he continued to laugh. As Starbuck continued, he began to laugh with him, realizing he had been stuck on the Galactica for far too long. It was several centons before they were able to control themselves, Apollo looked into his lovers eyes and whispered, "Let's go to bed Starbuck."

Starbuck nodded happily and offered his hand to Apollo, together they walked into their tent, sealing it behind them. Unknown to either of them, several pairs of black eyes were watching them.

Starbuck woke first and carefully climbed out of the cot, trying not to disturb Apollo. He decided not to put his clothes on, since the humidity on the planet was stifling anyway. He walked outside wanting to enjoy the sunrise, it was yaherans since he had enjoyed that simple pleasure. He sat down and lit a fumerillo, enjoying the taste. After several microns, he felt as though he was being watched. He turned to see if Apollo was awake. The door to the tent remained closed. He shrugged and turned back; it was then that he saw them. His heart skipped a beat. They were the strangest creatures Starbuck had ever laid eyes upon. They stood at least eight feet tall, and had powerful arms and upper torsos. The fact that they walked on two legs was the only thing that made them similar to humanoids. Starbuck slowly rose to his feet, and backed away. He felt fear and panic rising in his throat as they cautiously approached him, surrounding him. Not wanting to lead them to Apollo, Starbuck moved away slowly towards his viper. As he backed towards his ship, thinking he could bolt into the trees, a loud shrieking howl filled the air. He turned suddenly and saw a creature leaping off the nose of his viper, flying through the air towards him. Suddenly he found himself on the ground, all the air knocked from his lungs. He cried out in pain and shock as the creature tore his claws into his flesh. He stared horrified as the creature leaned his face towards Starbuck's; a thin slimy tongue slithered out and licked his face. Starbuck gagged, as he smelled the stinking breath, and tried to turn his face away. The creature reached up and held Starbuck's head still, while he continued to lick him. Starbuck winced as he felt the creatures hand touch his face. It felt, as though his skin was being rubbed raw. He could no longer move, his head held still; and his body trapped beneath the creatures. His eyes grew large, watching helplessly as the tongue tried to force it's way into his mouth. He managed to move his arms and tried to push the creature off him, refusing to open his mouth, keeping his teeth firmly clenched.

A shrieking howl suddenly pierced the air, causing Apollo to sit up in the cot. His heart beating wildly, he glanced around the small tent noticing he was alone. He heard another howl; and immediately reached for his laser. "Frak! Starbuck!" Apollo knew that Starbuck was in trouble and with shaking hands opened the door. What he saw amazed him, there were dozens of creatures running through their camp. Apollo walked towards the center of camp and aimed his laser and fired. He saw one fall immediately, which caused the others to freeze and stare at him. Suddenly the camp became deadly silent, the creatures frightened by the strange ray of light. Apollo's heart beat in his throat, he glanced around for any signs of Starbuck.

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Starbuck heard the sound of the laser, and for a moment the creature paused and looked towards the center of camp. Starbuck saw Apollo shoot one of the creatures and managed to scream at his lover, "Apollo!" Starbuck realized his mistake, as the slimy tongue filled his mouth. Filled with terror, Starbuck tried to scream, feeling the tongue slid further down his throat. After a few microns he began to gag, the tongue widening as it went deeper, cutting off his air supply. Horrified he tried to struggle, his eyes wide as he stared into the creature's black eyes. His lungs burning in pain, he felt the tongue sliding deep into his body, widening painfully. For a micron, he thought he was having a nightmare, the situation was so completely horrifying.

Apollo stood frozen, shock and horror filling him as he watched the creature suffocating Starbuck, while he writhed on the ground helplessly. Apollo screamed, "Noooo!" and raised his laser, firing instantly. As the creature fell off Starbuck, Apollo ran to him, kneeling down beside him. "Starbuck!" He watched as Starbuck rolled onto his side, coughing harshly, trying to regain his breath. Apollo steadied his gun scanning the area, the creatures were circling around them. He heard a sound behind him and turned quickly, but before he could fire his laser, one of the creatures swung his massive arm, hitting him in the head. He lost consciousness instantly.

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Apollo opened his eyes, and groaned as his head throbbed painfully. He brought his hand up and felt the large lump on the back of his head, sitting up quickly as he remembered how he had received the blow. He frantically looked searched for Starbuck. He sighed in relief when he saw his lover lying a few feet away. Crawling over the dirt, he touched Starbuck's shoulder, whispering, "Starbuck?"

Starbuck opened his eyes, hearing his lover's soft voice, and sat up painfully. His body was covered in bruises and deep scratches from the creature's claws. He absently rubbed his throat and tried to speak, "Apollo, where…" He stopped, his throat burning in pain, and began to spit up blood.

Apollo watched horrified for a moment before helping Starbuck to lean against the wall, supporting him until he was finished. Looking into Starbuck's frightened eyes, Apollo asked quietly, "Finished?" Starbuck nodded his head slightly. Apollo held him for a brief moment, trying to offer comfort, before pulling away. He rose and began to check their surroundings. It appeared that they had been moved underground, to a cavern, and he and Starbuck were trapped in a small section. Rock walls surrounded them on three sides, and bars made of small trees locked them in. Apollo tested the strength of the trees, finding them impossible to move. He tried the door, which was held closed by thick vines; it was also impossible to move. Beyond their primitive cell, he could see a huge room, with tunnels leading off in different directions. He glanced up, suddenly realizing that it was rather bright, and saw a large hole in the rock, daylight streaming through. An idea suddenly occurred to him and he studied the walls, deciding that if they could break free of the cell, they could climb the walls to escape. He moved away from the bars, hearing the howls and grunting of several creatures heading towards them. He sat back beside Starbuck, whispering, "Pretend that you're still asleep." He felt Starbuck's nod of agreement, and held his breath as six of the creatures walked into the room.

Starbuck's heart began to pound as the creatures came into the room, after a few microns, he realized that for the centon, they were ignoring him and Apollo. Starbuck was amazed and horrified as he watched them. Their large bodies were covered in short brown hair. Starbuck saw that they wore no clothing, and noticed that between the strong legs hung what looked like a huge penis. Below that Starbuck also noticed what appeared to be a vagina. It dawned on him that these creatures were hermaphrodites, having both male and female genitals. He watched as they brought in an animal, about the size of Boxey's daggit, throwing it onto a large flat rock. With their hands they began to tear it's fur away, Starbuck remembered how those callused hands had felt against his skin, like someone was rubbing his skin away. He groaned as he saw the slimy tongues slither into the helpless animal, devouring it in microns. After they finished, one of the creatures climbed onto the rock. Starbuck watched, horrified, as the creature's penis began rise, while the other creatures howled and circled the rock. Starbuck noticed that two of them moved to the head of the rock, while two moved to the feet, both reaching out and securing the one on the rock. They held it by the arms and legs, while a fourth creature climbed onto the rock. It leaned over and slid its tongue over the trapped creature, finally plunging it deep inside the creatures opening. With its hands it grabbed the huge erection right above, and began to stroke it roughly. The creature howled, and struggled, the others held it securely to the rock. Starbuck herd Apollo's amazed quiet voice, "Their mating." Starbuck nodded, not tearing his eyes from the strange sight. As the howling continued, Starbuck watched as the creature finally climaxed. Starbuck was amazed when he saw the dull yellow fluid, there was so much of it and he noticed immediately the putrid smell. "Frak!" was all Starbuck could mutter.

Apollo was also amazed, he watched as the other creatures released the creature on the rock, and it rose off the table. He tensed when he saw the one who had administered to the others release, turn and stare into their cage. He muttered, "Oh Frak." as he saw him head for their cage, and open the door. He and Starbuck rose to their feet warily, backing away. Apollo felt a rough hand grab him by the arm, dragging him towards the door. He tried to fight the creature, struggling to get its hands off him. He suddenly heard Starbuck scream, "No!" and felt him slam against the creature's broad back. He was tossed to the side, dazed. Suddenly he heard the door slam shut, he turned quickly and was horrified to see that the creature had dragged Starbuck out and now carried him to the rock.

As soon as the creature had grabbed Apollo, Starbuck knew what his lover was in for. He could not allow that to happen, and immediately tried to tackle the creature. Now he found himself being placed on the rock, his arms and legs immediately restrained by the others. He was stretched out on the rock, the creatures holding him firmly, his heart beating wildly. He tried to struggle, stopping for a centon as the creature that dragged him out of the cage, climbed onto the rock. Starbuck was paralyzed with fear when he saw the tongue sliding out of it's mouth, and over his naked body. Trembling, he felt the tongue leave a slimy trail down his chest, nearing his exposed groin. He cried out in pain when he felt the rough hands grab his cock. His eyes wide with terror, he watched as the tongue flicked the tip before sliding into the tiny slit. As the tongue slid further into him, Starbuck threw his head back against the rock, screaming as pain racked his body. Feeling the tongue slide deep inside him, his vision blurring as it probed deeper, he began to pant heavily, thrashing his head, and struggling against the hands that restrained him. Finally he felt the tongue slide out, and he fell back against the rock whimpering in exhausted pain. He moaned as he felt the tongue sliding beneath his testicles. Starbuck whispered, "Please, no more, I..I can't take it." Suddenly he felt the tongue enter him, widening as it slid deep inside his ass.

Apollo had stopped screaming, and now watched as Starbuck was tortured. He was numb, not even aware of the tears sliding down his face. Apollo saw another creature climb onto the table by Starbuck's spread legs. Apollo banged his head against the bars, pleading, "No. No. No." and watched as the creature lifted Starbuck's penis, and slid his tongue inside. Apollo couldn't watch any longer; he looked at Starbuck's face, willing him to survive.

Starbuck felt another creature touch his cock, and again felt the burning pain as the tongue slid inside. The pain was excruciating as the tongues widened and tore his body. He managed to pull his leg from the tight grip and kicked out as hard as he could. He heard a muffled grunt from one of the creatures before he felt the tongue pull out of his ass. He gasped for air as one of the creatures swung his heavy arms down on his stomach and ribs. He clearly heard the sound of his own ribs snapping. Another hand reached for his leg, spreading it wide, feeling the leg pop out of his hip. He grunted in pain, as the tongue filled him again. He no longer fought; his entire body was burning with pain. He lay passive under the creatures, feeling them deep inside. Finally, he lost consciousness.

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Apollo sank to his knees, crying as he saw his lover slowly being tortured. He was paralyzed with fear as he saw the blood puddle on the rock. He realized that Starbuck was no longer moving, and feared they had killed him. After several centons, the creatures pulled their tongues from Starbuck. They moved away from the rock leaving Starbuck alone. Another howl filled the air. Apollo looked up and saw the face of another creature. He was howling to the others, and Apollo watched as they began to climb the rock walls. He looked back to Starbuck and saw one of the creatures pick him up. He crawled away from the door as the creature neared. Another howl filled the air and the creature hurried, opening the door and tossing Starbuck inside. Apollo held his breath, noticing the creature move away, forgetting to secure the door. He waited a few microns to be sure they had left. He crawled over to Starbuck, crying out as he saw the state his lover was in. He reached with trembling fingers and checked for a pulse. He let his breath go as he felt the weak life pulsing under his touch. He whispered, "Starbuck? Can you hear me?" Apollo touched his cheek, "Come on love. Answer me." Starbuck remained silent. Apollo sat up wiping the tears from his face; he had to figure a way out of the cavern. There was no way Starbuck could climb out, even if he was awake. And there was no way he could climb the walls carrying him. He stood lifting Starbuck and as gently as he could, threw him over his shoulder. He winced when he heard the slight groan escape Starbuck's lips. Opening the door and moving quickly down one of the corridors, he whispered, "I'm sorry Starbuck."

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How long Apollo carried Starbuck through the dark passageway; he wasn't sure, but finally he saw daylight ahead. Rejuvenated, he began to quicken his stride. He stumbled into the daylight and immediately lost his footing, dropping Starbuck to the ground. He tried to catch his lover as he slipped out of his hands and they both ended up falling. He cried out, "Frak!" and began to drag Starbuck into the thick foliage. His hands ran over Starbuck's prone body, "Gods! I'm sorry Starbuck." Feeling the faint pulse, he pulled Starbuck into his arms. He saw the blood that was leaking from Starbuck's penis and the alarming amount of blood that ran down Starbuck's legs. He rested his cheek against Starbuck's, and let the sobs tear through him.

Starbuck opened his eyes, feeling Apollo's arms around him. He tried to move and felt blinding pain travel through him. He moaned and felt Apollo's arms gently lay him on the ground. The blurry image of his lover swam before his eyes and he tried to find the strength to smile at him. He whispered, "Apollo…."

Hearing the pain in his lover's voice made Apollo cringe. He reached out and gently touched Starbuck's face, whispering encouragingly, "It's okay, Starbuck. We escaped." He waited until Starbuck acknowledged his words before continuing. "I'll get us home." He watched as Starbuck nodded and closed his eyes again. Gently, he picked Starbuck up into his arms and moved through the thick jungle. He was determined to get them both back to the safety of their ships.

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Apollo gritted his teeth, forcing his legs to continue, his body trembling with exhaustion. It was getting dark out and Apollo had no idea where they were. He sighed and lowered Starbuck to the ground, sitting beside him. He ran his eyes over his lover's body; Starbuck was a mess. He had deep purple bruises running from his chest to his groin. Dried blood caked on his legs and groin. Apollo ran his hand across Starbuck's forehead trying to offer comfort. He could hear the uneven breathing and the rattle every time Starbuck took a breath. Apollo sat up, deciding he needed to find them some protection for the night. He looked around, but all he could see was the thick jungle. He hated to leave Starbuck alone, but realized he needed to find shelter. He glanced at Starbuck; he appeared to be sleeping peacefully. He rose and quickly made his way through the trees, hoping to find something.

A few centons later, the lords answered his prayers. He found a small cave surrounded by trees and a small stream was close by. It was perfect, at least for tonight. Apollo made his way back to Starbuck, lifting him carefully and carried him the short distance. As he carefully laid Starbuck on the ground, he tried to make him as comfortable as possible. Exhausted, he sat down resting his back against the rock. The sound of Starbuck struggling to get air in his lungs nearly drove Apollo mad. He tried to shut the sound out and concentrate on getting them off this planet.

Starbuck moaned as he shifted on the ground. His entire body throbbing in pain. He remembered the creatures and what they had done to him. He moaned again as the memory flashed through his mind. Suddenly another memory filled his mind, a memory of Apollo carrying him to safety. He forced his eyes open, afraid that he was still in that cavern. He saw Apollo's worried eyes instantly. Starbuck smiled and tried to push himself up. He cried out as he placed weight on his rear and leg, the pain erupting inside. He felt Apollo's hands on him, supporting him in his arms.

Apollo held Starbuck and waited until he caught his breath. He kissed the side of his face and gently ran his hands over his back, careful to avoid the bruises. He whispered, "Shh Starbuck. I've got you." He gave him a few more microns before continuing, "It's all over love. We got out."

Starbuck closed his eyes in relief, savoring the feel of Apollo supporting him. He also realized how hard it must have been for Apollo to get them out of the cavern. He turned towards Apollo, "Where are we now?"

Apollo sighed, "I'm not sure." He looked out into the dark jungle before meeting Starbuck's eyes. "We are safe though. And at first light we'll find our vipers and we'll get the hell out of here."

Starbuck held his gaze and smiled slightly, "Okay Apollo." He suddenly felt exhausted and leaned against Apollo, finding comfort in the arms that wrapped around him securely. His throat felt raw and he began to cough, feeling Apollo's arms tighten around him.

Apollo was scared. He heard Starbuck cough quietly and heard the raspy tone his voice carried when he spoke. Apollo remembered the small stream. He sat forward and carefully lay Starbuck down. He answered the question he saw in his lover's eyes. "I'm going to get you some water."

Fear came into Starbuck's eyes. "Please Apollo, be careful."

Apollo cupped Starbuck's face, whispering quietly, "I will love." He smiled trying to ease Starbuck's worries; "I'll be right back." He watched Starbuck nod and rose quietly walking out of the small cave.

Starbuck watched him leave, praying he would return safely. Starbuck sat up, wincing as his weight was placed on his bottom. He leaned against the rock wall, closing his eyes as he tried to catch his breath. After a few centons, the fire that was racing through his body eased. He opened his eyes and looked down at his body. He saw the deep blue bruises that covered his chest and stomach, spreading around to his back. His eyes moved lower and he gasped as he saw the blood trickling out of his penis. Fire erupted in his ribs as he breathed in deeply. Carefully he touched himself, lifting his penis to examine the damage. He winced, his shaft was the same blue as his ribs and dried blood was matted in his pubic hair. He saw more blood dried to his legs, he guessed that came from his ass. His testicles seemed to be swelling and when he touched them, he almost lost consciousness. He closed his eyes and concentrated on not passing out. He brought his hands up to his head, trying to ease the pounding. A sob escaped his lips, as he prayed that the damage wasn't permanent.

Apollo sat by the stream, trying to figure the best way to bring Starbuck some water. He walked along the small stream looking for something to carry the water in. He was beginning to get frustrated when he saw a tree with fruit on them. He smiled, ran over, and began plucking the fruit. He tasted one; it had a very sweet taste and if hollowed out it would be perfect for him to carry water back. Gathering as many as he could carry, he ran back to the stream. He sighed and thanked the lords; he was at least wearing shorts. He quickly pulled them off and soaked them in the cool water. He picked up the fruit and water and quickly made his way back to Starbuck.

Starbuck opened his eyes as he felt someone touch him gently. He smiled weakly as Apollo filled his vision.

Apollo kneeled down beside Starbuck, frowning as he noticed he had moved. He ran his shorts over Starbuck's face, smiling as he noticed Starbuck smiling at him. He could see how much pain his lover was in; he could also see how hard he was trying to hide it. Apollo continued to wash Starbuck, hesitating as he neared his lover's groin. Starbuck's entire penis was bluish black, the bruise disappearing into the hair surrounding it. He bit his lip, hating to hurt Starbuck, but knowing he needed to clean the area to help prevent infection.

Starbuck clenched his teeth as he felt Apollo's hand touch his cock. Through the hissing in his ears, he heard Apollo whisper, "Shh, Starbuck. I'm just going to clean you off." Starbuck tried to acknowledge Apollo, but ended up grunting in pain as Apollo gently wiped the blood off the tip of his penis. After what seemed as eternity to Starbuck, Apollo finally finished.

Apollo threw his shorts aside and carefully eased Starbuck into his arms, finally settling him with his head in his lap. He ran his fingers through Starbuck's soft hair, offering comfort. He waited a few centons until Starbuck opened his eyes. He spoke quietly, "I brought you back some water." He held the hollowed fruit to Starbuck's lips, encouraging him to drink.

Starbuck drank the water, feeling it soothe his sore throat. He realized how thirsty he was and tried to hold the fruit, eager to drink more.

Apollo held onto the fruit, whispering, "Easy Starbuck. A little at a time." He finally lowered the fruit, placing it aside. He picked up a whole fruit breaking it open and digging a section of the sweet mass out. He held up to Starbuck's lips, "I want you to try and eat this."

Starbuck moaned and turned his head away; the thought of eating anything made him nauseous. He lifted his hand and tried to push Apollo's hand away.

Apollo sighed, and gave up tossing the fruit aside. He cupped his lover's face, "Okay. I won't make you eat now. But I do need you to rest, so go to sleep now."

Starbuck nodded, relieved that Apollo wasn't going to push eating the fruit. He lifted his hand and grasped Apollo's. Before he fell asleep though, he wanted to make sure of one thing. He met Apollo's eyes, "Apollo if those creatures come here tonight, I want you to leave me and run for safety."

Apollo shook his head in fierce denial, "NO! I won't leave you." He saw Starbuck about to argue and continued more softly, "I will never leave you Starbuck. Don't ever ask me to again."

Starbuck felt the tears slid down his cheeks, his emotions choking him. He squeezed Apollo's hand and felt Apollo do the same. In a hoarse voice, he whispered, "I love you Apollo."

Apollo watched as Starbuck closed his eyes. He leaned his head back against the rock; at first light they would have to move again. He had to find his way back to the vipers and get Starbuck back to the Galactica. He knew that the shuttle would be arriving some time in the next day, he hoped Cassie would be on it. He sighed, realizing he wouldn't feel comfortable until he had Starbuck home. He rubbed his face as exhaustion washed over him; he had to be alert, had to protect Starbuck.

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Apollo felt the stiffness in his body as he watched the suns rise. He glanced down at Starbuck; relieved that he had managed to sleep the entire night. Hating to do it, he gently shook Starbuck's shoulder, whispering softly, "Starbuck, wake up love."

Starbuck opened his eyes and saw Apollo smiling down at him. He returned the smile and tried to sit up. He felt Apollo's hands on him immediately, helping him, hearing Apollo whisper, "Easy, Starbuck. Take it nice and slow." He rested against Apollo, trying to catch his breath, feeling the pain burn through his body.

Apollo's heart was breaking, to see Starbuck in so much pain was tearing him apart. He wished it was he who was suffering and not his love. He closed his eyes as a flash of Starbuck being held down on that rock drifted across his mind. He forced the image away, concentrating on getting them home. In a soft voice, he asked Starbuck, "Do you think you can stand?"

Starbuck nodded, and, careful of his throbbing leg, stood slowly. He cried out and nearly collapsed as he placed his weight on it. If it hadn't been for Apollo's strong arms supporting him he would have fallen to the ground. He shifted his weight to his left leg and held his right leg off the ground. He glanced at Apollo. "I can't walk." He met Apollo's worried eyes and continued, "Go. Find the shuttle and come back for me."

Apollo answered angrily, "No! I said I'm not leaving you!"

"Apollo, I can't walk! It's the only way!"

Apollo frowned, he could try to carry Starbuck back, but realized it would be excruciating now that Starbuck was awake. He gently lowered Starbuck to the ground, while he tried to figure a way to get them back to the camp. He knew that the Boomer would be arriving soon, but he hated leaving Starbuck alone. His mind worked frantically as he tried to figure out what to do.

Starbuck saw the internal fight Apollo was having with himself, his heart aching at his lover's anxiety. He reached up a trembling hand and cupped Apollo's face, "Please Apollo, go find help." As he whispered the words, he tasted his own blood in his mouth. His entire body burning in pain; he fought to remain conscious.

Apollo saw the blood trickling from Starbuck's mouth and choked back a sob. He leaned down and rested his cheek against his lovers, feeling the overheated flesh. He closed his eyes in pain. Starbuck was burning with fever. He turned his head and kissed the warm cheek, whispering in his ear, "I'll be back for you."

Starbuck knew it was killing Apollo to leave him. Smiling he choked out, "I'm not going anywhere."

Apollo nodded and wiped his tears away. He quickly rose and ran out of the cave, not looking back. He ran blindly through the forest, ignoring the burning in his lungs. His one thought was to get back to his shuttle and call the Galactica. Suddenly he broke through the thick trees and stumbled into the clearing where they had camped the first night. The sight of Boomer and Sheba scanning the area shocked him. He simply stared at them before collapsing to his knees.

Boomer was horrified at the damage done to the camp. What scared him even more was that Apollo and Starbuck were no where in sight. He heard Sheba gasp and turned quickly, raising his laser. The sight of Apollo crashing through the trees completely naked startled him. Apollo and Boomer stared at each other for a few centons, and Boomer finally found his feet when he saw Apollo sink to his knees. He ran towards his fallen friend, and knelt down beside him. He whispered urgently, "Apollo! Are you okay?"

Apollo felt like weeping at the sight of his friends. He managed to choke out, "Starbuck! We have to get Starbuck!"

Sheba knelt down beside Boomer, gently touching Apollo's shoulder. "Where is he Apollo?" She watched as he turned and focused on her. She gasped at the condition he was in, naked and filthy. Bruises and scratches covered his body, tears left tracks in the dirt on his face. She barely heard him as he whispered, "In the woods! I had to leave him."

Boomer called for Cassiopeia, and saw her running across the camp towards them. He was surprised as Apollo suddenly rose and ran for the woods. He shouted, "Apollo wait!"

Sheba grabbed Boomer by the arm, "Come on Boomer! We don't want to lose him!" She motioned Cassie to follow and soon all three were chasing after Apollo.

Cassie was totally confused about what was going on. After a few microns, she figured they were heading for Starbuck. The frantic chase worried her; Starbuck must be hurt badly. She tightened her grasp on the med kit, and forced her legs to keep up.

Apollo finally saw the cave ahead and prayed to the Lords Starbuck would still be there. He felt relief wash over him as he saw his lover lying where he left him. He glanced back to see where Cassie was, and urged, "Cassie! Please hurry!" He nearly pushed her into the mouth of the cave, ignoring Sheba's gasp of shock. He knelt down beside Starbuck and gently grasped his hand. He watched Cassie nervously as she ran the scanner over his body. He began to panic as he watched her frown, before running her hands across his ribs.

Starbuck felt something glide over his chest, his mind insisting that it was one of the creatures. He opened his eyes and saw the black slimy tongue slide across his chest and move lower. He began to scream and try to shove it away, feeling the creature's strong hands on his shoulders. He cried out in pain and fear and tried to move away.

Apollo was horrified as he watched his lover struggle. He gripped Starbuck's shoulders and eased him back gently, whispering, "Starbuck! It's me love!" He saw his lover's blue eyes focus on him and felt him relax slightly. Apollo smiled, "It's okay love, I found help." He saw Starbuck's gaze drift around the cave, and saw the recognition sink in.

Cassie continued her ministrations, administrating a strong sedative. She waited until she saw Starbuck's eyes close before looking to Boomer. "We have to get him back to the shuttle." Boomer nodded and handed Apollo his laser. He gently picked Starbuck up and led them from the cave. They eventually made their way back to the shuttle and Boomer laid Starbuck down. He stepped aside as Cassie and Apollo moved closer to Starbuck. He glanced at Sheba, "I'll bring Apollo's viper back, you pilot the shuttle. The sooner we get out of here the better I'll feel."

Sheba nodded and moved to the front of the shuttle, after a few microns they lifted off the ground. She tried to shut out the frantic struggle that was taking place in the rear of the shuttle. She had not had time to figure out what had happened, but she feared she was going to lose a dear friend.

Apollo watched Cassie, helping her when he could. When he finally could not stand the silence any longer, he asked, "Cassie, is he going to be okay?"

Cassie sighed and wiped a strand of her hair away. She met Apollo's worried gaze. "I'm not sure, Apollo. His temperature is very high. It appears that his body was introduced to foreign bacteria. It's causing his temperature to rise alarmingly. He suffered three broken ribs, one of which pierced his right lung." She glanced away before continuing. "His penis and rectum are torn and severely bruised." She sighed and asked softly, "Apollo, what happened?"

Apollo swallowed and wiped his eyes. "There were some type of creatures. They attacked us. They held Starbuck down and….. and.." He broke off unable to explain what had happened.

Cassie squeezed his hand, urging, "Apollo I have to know."

Apollo nodded and tried to control his emotions, but his voice broke as he continued. "They were huge, and had long slimy tongues." He broke off, unable to continue.

Cassie gasped, "Apollo, did they penetrate him with their tongues?"

Apollo nodded, suddenly losing control. He turned away and tried to regain his control. He was grateful that Cassie didn't ask anymore questions. A few centons later he rose and grabbed an extra uniform from the storage compartment. He found a blanket and covered Starbuck. He sat down next to his lover and held his hand, praying to the lords that they spare his life.

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Once the shuttle landed, Cassie guided the hover stretcher to the Life Center. Once inside she ushered all of Starbuck's friends out of the way and sealed the door. She saw Dr. Salik pale and explained what she knew of Starbuck's injuries.

Outside the Life Center, Apollo waited with Athena and Adama. Adama had sent Sheba and Boomer back to the planet to retrieve the supplies. Apollo paced nervously, ignoring his sister's pleas to go back to his quarters. Finally Dr. Salik appeared and Apollo held his breath as he waited to hear his lover's fate.

Dr. Salik hesitated and met Apollo's eyes. He cleared his throat; "Starbuck is resting comfortably." He saw Apollo close his eyes in relief, and he continued. "We repaired the damage to his lung and right leg. We fused the broken ribs, and sealed the lacerations in his rectum. He suffered extensive bruising along his ribs and genitals. That will heal in time." He paused a moment before continuing, and held Apollo's eyes. "I'm afraid that he will never regain sexual function. The damage was too extensive."

Apollo closed his eyes in pain, and would have collapsed if his father hadn't grabbed him. He opened his eyes and asked the doctor, "Is he in a lot of pain?"

Salik sighed, "He isn't now, but when he wakes from the heavy sedation he will be I'm afraid."

Apollo nodded a look of determination washing over his face. He asked, "Can I see him now?" As Salik nodded, he walked inside the Life Center. He saw Cassie smile at him encouragingly and moved away. Shaking, he sat down beside his lover. Starbuck looked deathly pale in the dim light. He grasped one hand, and gently ran his other hand across his face. He leaned in close, "I'm here, Starbuck."

Several centars later, after Apollo got the much-needed rest, Apollo walked quietly into the Life Center. Cassie was adjusting one of the monitors. Quietly, Apollo walked over to Starbuck's bed. His eyes met Cassie's; "I heard he woke up?" "Yes. He was awake earlier. I'm afraid we had to sedate him again, the pain was unbearable." Cassie replied softly. Resting her hand on Apollo's shoulder. She whispered, "I'll give you some time alone."

Apollo held Starbuck's hand, running his free hand softly through his hair. His eyes blurred as he imagined the pain his lover was suffering. Apollo saw Starbuck's lashes flutter; gently touching his face, he encouraged him to wake. Apollo smiled, and whispered, "Hey love. I missed you."

Starbuck managed to give Apollo a hesitant smile. As soon as he woke up Dr. Salik had appraised him of his current situation. He also knew that Apollo was aware of it. He took a deep breath before speaking. "Apollo, you know?"

Apollo squeezed his hand and answered softly, "Yes, love. I know."

Starbuck nodded, and stared at the ceiling. "I think we should terminate our relationship."

Apollo was in shock, he whispered, "What?"

Starbuck felt his eyes begin to flood with tears. He met Apollo's eyes. "You need to find a partner who can function."

Apollo shook his head fiercely. "No!" He covered Starbuck's mouth with his finger. "Listen to me. I love you! I want you in my life." He watched as the tears slid down Starbuck's face, then continued. "Do you love me?" Starbuck nodded. "Good. I love you, too. So I don't want to hear any more of this talk."

Starbuck nodded and wiped his tears away. He could no longer keep his emotions under control and began to shake. He felt Apollo's arms wrap around him, and he held on, crying out all his pain.

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Starbuck was finally released a few sectons later and went home to his quarters with Apollo. At first he was nervous, eyeing Apollo warily. Then as time passed, he relaxed, believing in Apollo's love for him. He had a hard time believing Apollo when he told him that sex wasn't important, that the only thing Apollo cared about was he.

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Starbuck was lying on the rock, the creatures holding him down. This time, however, it was Apollo crawling between his spread legs. Relief flooded through him; his lover would help him. He cried out, "Apollo!" and saw Apollo smile. Then he watched horrified as a black slimy tongue protruded from his lover's mouth. He fought and struggled against the restraining hands, watching as the tongue moved closer to his groin.

Apollo woke as Starbuck struggled beside him, having another nightmare. Alarmed, he reached out to grasp his shoulder. "Starbuck! Love, wake up!" He saw Starbuck's eyes fly open and continued to whisper soothing words. "Shh, you're safe. It's okay. You're home with me." He waited until he saw recognition in Starbuck's eyes before slowly wrapping his arms around him, holding him tightly.

Starbuck sobbed; and leaned against Apollo's strong chest. After a few centons he managed to control his sobbing. The whispered words of comfort and the soothing hands calmed him. He finally found his voice. "I'm sorry Apollo."

Apollo squeezed him harder. "Don't! Never apologize, Starbuck." Apollo continued to rub Starbuck's back and shoulders. As he felt the shaking subside, he pulled away to look into the blue eyes. "You have nothing to be sorry for. I never want to hear you apologize again." He watched Starbuck nod slightly, "Good. Now I want you to lie down and go back to sleep." He saw Starbuck hesitate and continued softly, "I'll be here, love; nothing will hurt you." Apollo gently pulled Starbuck back down on the bed. He held him close and gently ran his hands along his shoulders and back, soothing him asleep. After a few microns, he saw that Starbuck had finally fallen into an exhausted sleep. He snuggled down next to him and wrapped his arms around his chest, hoping it would add the security Starbuck needed.

Starbuck woke up again a few centons later and felt something nudging against his ass. For a micron he was scared, then realized that it was Apollo. He sighed as he realized this wasn't the first time he had awoken to feel Apollo's arousal nudging him. He carefully moved, watching as Apollo rolled over onto his back. Starbuck felt tears in his eyes as he realized just how much he loved this man. With everything that had happened, Apollo never pushed him. Starbuck rested his head against Apollo's chest. He listened to his lover's heartbeat for a micron before turning and pressing his lips against the tiny nipple. Feeling it harden beneath his lips and tongue made him smile. Gently, he pulled the blanket to one side, revealing Apollo's naked and aroused body. He glanced up to make sure his lover was still asleep before positioning himself carefully between Apollo's spread legs. He leaned down and began to lick and suck on Apollo's nipples, taking each one into his mouth. He moved his mouth up along Apollo's shoulder, licking his way across his throat. He was amazed that Apollo was still asleep, even though his hips were thrusting off the bed. Suddenly the hips stopped thrusting and as Starbuck sucked on an earlobe, he heard Apollo's thick voice. "Starbuck stop! What are you doing?"

Starbuck grinned and met Apollo's eyes, "I woke up and felt this." He wrapped his fingers around Apollo's cock and gently pumped him. "I thought I would take care of you."

Apollo thrust into Starbuck's hand, unable to resist his lover's touch. He finally managed to pull away, looking deep into the blue eyes he loved so much, he whispered. "I'm sorry Starbuck. You don't have to do this."

Starbuck frowned and moved away, sitting beside Apollo. He met Apollo's eyes with a burning glare. "I know I don't have to, Apollo. I wanted to." He paused marshalling his thoughts; "You still have needs, Apollo. I just wanted to be there for you like you've been here for me." He averted his eyes and added quietly, "If you don't want me to, I won't." He started to get out of bed, trying to hide his pain, when he felt Apollo grasp his shoulder. He tensed as Apollo moved closer, holding him tightly.

Apollo leaned against Starbuck, his chest resting against his lover's back. He whispered into the closest ear, "I do want you to take care of my needs, love." He gently ran his hands across Starbuck's chest, "But only if you want to." He felt Starbuck relax into his embrace and continued to caress his chest. It had been so long since he held his lover in such an intimate embrace and he savored the feel of his silky skin. He thrust his erection against Starbuck's back, moaning with desire.

Starbuck turned in Apollo's arms, pushing him down onto the bed. He met Apollo's eyes, and saw the love burning deep inside. He whispered, "I will always want to take care of your needs, Apollo. And as you told me earlier, never apologize." He didn't give Apollo a chance to reply. He leaned down and captured his love's lips. Starbuck kissed him passionately, letting his tongue explore. His hands roamed Apollo's body, pinching his nipples before moving lower. He grinned as he felt Apollo's leg's spread, his cock thrusting into the air. Apollo's constant moaning and eager thrusting made Starbuck realize he was close to the edge. Quickly he moved down Apollo's body, taking the hard shaft in his hand. He heard Apollo groan loudly as he ran his finger from the base to the tip.

Apollo was moaning in pleasure, and begged Starbuck to finish him. "Please Starbuck! Suck me!" He moaned again as he felt Starbuck's warm breath on his aching cock. Apollo screamed as he felt Starbuck's moist warm mouth suck his entire throbbing cock deep into his throat. "Ahhh…Lords!" The rest of his moans were incoherent as his body took over and he thrust his hips, sending his cock deeper into Starbuck's warm mouth. He closed his eyes and ran his hands through his lover's hair. His breath caught in his throat as Starbuck slid two fingers deep inside. Starbuck started a rhythm with his fingers and mouth that had Apollo writhing on the bed.

Starbuck felt Apollo trembling; he sucked harder and thrust his fingers deeper. Suddenly he felt Apollo tense, and he matched his lover's moans with his own as his mouth was filled with Apollo's cum. He swallowed quickly, licking the flared tip clean, not wasting a single drop. He continued to suck and lick even as Apollo collapsed onto the bed. He felt Apollo pulling on his arms, bringing him closer. He moved to lie beside him, savoring the loving look Apollo was giving him. He leaned down and kissed him softly, feeding Apollo the taste of his own seed.

After the kiss, Apollo pulled Starbuck closer holding him tight. He felt Starbuck lay his head on his chest and he moved his hand to caress his face. He whispered into the darkness, "I love you Starbuck." He laughed quietly as he heard a soft snore in reply. @@@@@

Apollo walked into Commander Adama's office, confused to see Dr. Salik. He immediately tensed and became concerned for his lover. He met Adama's eyes. "Father, is there something wrong?"

Adama glanced at the doctor, before turning his attention to his son. "Apollo sit down please." He collected his thoughts as Apollo slowly sat. He met his son's worried eyes and continued, "Apollo the doctor has brought it to my attention that Starbuck has missed his last four medical follow-ups."

Apollo became confused, "Father I don't understand. He was released from the Life Center. I don't know anything about follow-up visits."

Dr. Salik cleared his throat and walked around Adama's desk. "Apollo, Starbuck was released with the understanding that he must come to the Life Center once a secton to receive a thorough examination. He understood that, as time passed, the frequency would lessen. However, right now, they are imperative."

Apollo was confused, he had thought Starbuck had recovered. He met the doctor's eyes and asked, "Why? Why does he still have to visit you?" He began to get an uneasy feeling in his stomach, "Is he okay?"

The doctor sighed; he hated telling Apollo, and wished that Starbuck had. "Apollo Starbuck will be fine, as long as he keeps coming for his treatments. You see the creatures saliva carried tiny parasites, and they were left inside Starbuck's body." He saw Apollo pale and looked to Adama, who nodded for him to continue. He sat in the chair beside Apollo. "We thought we had managed to kill them all. Unfortunately, they can hibernate in the tissue and reappear. The only way we can eliminate them is to see Starbuck once a secton and extract them."

Apollo glanced up at the doctor upon hearing the word extract. "Is the procedure painful?"

Dr. Salik averted his eyes and answered painfully, "Yes. I'm afraid so." He continued in a stronger voice, "I'm afraid it's a necessary evil, Apollo. If we don't extract the parasites, they will kill him eventually."

Apollo sat back in his chair, running his hands through his hair. His mind was swirling, he felt a hand touch his shoulder. He looked up into his father's concerned eyes.

"You have to find Starbuck and bring him to the Life Center, Apollo," Adama whispered.

Apollo nodded, and rose from his chair. He headed for the door, turning to Salik. "I'll bring him in a few centons Doctor."

Starbuck walked into his quarters, surprised to see that Apollo had not returned from debriefing yet. He sighed; he had not yet been cleared for pilot duty yet and spent most of his time in the flight simulator. He walked into their bedroom and stripped off his clothes heading for the bed. He lay in bed remembering how he had made love to Apollo, remembering the tingling he felt in his groin. For a micron, he hoped that he would achieve an erection. As it turned out his cock remained flaccid, the tingling disappearing. Starbuck was excited though; the feeling had to mean something. He decided not to tell Apollo, not wanting to raise his hopes. Lying on the bed completely nude, Starbuck let his hand roam his body. Apollo was in debriefing and Boxey was still in school; he decided to see if he could regain the feeling. He closed his eyes and pictured Apollo, how his warm mouth tormented his body. His hand roamed his chest softly pinching the nipples until they hardened. His mind took over and it was Apollo's warm mouth causing them to rise. He again felt the tingling in his cock; he moaned and moved his hand to grasp it. He ran his fingers over the sensitive head, gently lifting the soft shaft and pumping gently. He paused and greased his hand with the gel that was beside their bed. Again he ran his hand over the shaft, the tingling intensified and he began to quicken his pace. He lowered his other hand and cupped his balls, squeezing them gently. After several centons; though, his cock remained flaccid and he sighed in disappointment. He rose from the bed and walked into the turbo flush, cleaning himself off. He lay back on the bed and tried to convince himself that the feeling was a good sign and fell asleep.

Apollo walked into their quarters and saw the bedroom door sealed. He felt a twinge of anger; Starbuck was sleeping when he should have reported to the Life Center. He immediately walked into their room, sealing the door in case Boxey should return home. He saw Starbuck's nude form sleeping comfortably on his stomach. Apollo paused, letting himself enjoy the sight before him. His eyes roamed down the broad back and along the sensual curves of Starbuck's ass. Apollo felt his cock stir as he remembered all the times he had sunk his aching cock deep inside that delectable ass. How his lover's muscles had constricted his cock, milking him dry. He moaned and shook his head; he was here to get Starbuck to the Life Center. He crossed the room quickly and sat on the bed reaching out to gently shake Starbuck. He waited patiently until he saw his lover's blue eyes open and focus on him.

Starbuck sat up and tried to wake. "Apollo. You're back early." He rubbed his face clearing the sleep, rolling over and sitting up. He heard Apollo gasp and looked at him confused, "What?"

As Starbuck sat up, Apollo saw fresh blood staining the sheet. Immediately his eyes frantically searched his lover's body. He immediately focused in on Starbuck's penis; the tip was trickling blood. He shouted in alarm, "Frak Starbuck!" He rose from the bed quickly and ran to the turbo flush, wetting a towel and bringing it to his lover. Carefully he cleaned off the blood, forcing Starbuck to lie down.

Starbuck allowed himself to be forced down. "Apollo, it's okay! This has happened before."

As Apollo paused and met Starbuck's eyes; he tried to control his anger. "What do you mean this happened before?"

Starbuck shrugged his shoulders, trying to sound casual. "It's no big deal Apollo. Dr. Salik warned me that this would happen."

Apollo held Starbuck's gaze. "So you've been to see Salik?"

Starbuck looked away. "Well, not in the past few centars."

Apollo rose from the bed and paced around the small room. He tried to get his temper under control before he said something he would regret. Finally he managed, "I spoke with the doctor, Starbuck. I know that you've missed the last few exams." He stopped pacing and looked at his lover. In a quiet voice he asked, "I would like to know why."

Starbuck sat up in bed. He tried to ease Apollo's worry. "Apollo, look, it's not that big of a deal." He laughed bitterly, "Besides, he can't do anything for me anyway, so what's the point?"

Apollo finally lost control and shouted at Starbuck, "I know, Starbuck! He has to extract the parasites!" He mentally winced as he saw his lover pale when he mentioned the parasites. He couldn't give in now though; he was going to drag Starbuck to the Life Center if he had to. He reached out and grabbed Starbuck's arm, "Come on, we'll go now."

Starbuck violently shrugged Apollo's arm away and saw the surprise in his lover's green eyes. Through clenched teeth, he mumbled, "I said I'm not going."

Apollo was momentarily stunned; never had Starbuck shown such anger towards him. Apollo tried another idea; "I can order you, Lieutenant."

Starbuck laughed, "You can try, Captain." He met Apollo's confused eyes and whispered fiercely, "I would rather go to the brig than go back to the Life Center."

Apollo simply stared at Starbuck, shock registering on his face. He watched as Starbuck turned away and sat on the bed, his head resting in his hands. Starbuck looked devastated and Apollo felt his heart break. He sat beside him on the bed; they remained quiet for a few microns. Apollo finally broke the silence. Softly he implored, "Please, Starbuck! The doctor says you could die if you don't undergo the exams." His voice was choked with emotion, "Please, Starbuck, talk to me! I want to help you, love."

Hearing the pain in Apollo's voice broke Starbuck's resolve. He began to shake with effort as he tried not to cry. He felt Apollo's strong arms wrap around him and he leaned into his lover, grateful for the support. He heard Apollo whispering, "Tell me. Tell me what's wrong."

After a few microns Starbuck pulled himself together and pulled away. He roughly wiped his eyes, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Apollo." He felt Apollo's hand gently rub his back in a forgiving caress. He swallowed painfully and knew he would have to tell Apollo the truth. He stared at the floor and began to explain, "I can't do it, love. I tried and the exam is too painful. It brings back what happened on that planet. No matter how hard I try to remember that I'm in the Life Center, my mind brings me back to the planet. I fight with Salik and the med techs." He met Apollo's eyes. "Last time they had to strap me down."

Apollo's eyes filled with tears. "Oh, Starbuck, I didn't know. Why didn't you tell me?"

Starbuck whispered, "I know it was hard for you on the planet as well. I didn't want you to watch and cause you more pain." He looked away again, "Besides, I'm not going back."

Apollo moved closer, holding Starbuck's hand tightly. With his free hand he held Starbuck's chin, forcing him to meet his eyes. "Starbuck, I can understand why you're afraid to go, but I don't want to lose you, love." He held the chin tight as Starbuck tried to look away. "I'll go with you. I'll be right by your side love, making sure you remember exactly where you are." He could still see the doubt in the crystal blue eyes, so he whispered, "Please, love, do it for me."

Starbuck saw Apollo's eyes fill with tears as he pleaded with him to go to the Life Center. He managed to pull his chin away, and felt the tears slide down his cheeks as he nodded his consent. He felt Apollo hold him tight, hearing his whispered words, "Thank you, Starbuck." He suddenly rose from the bed and pulled Apollo with him. In a shaky voice, he whispered, "Do we go now?"

Apollo nodded, pulling Starbuck close to him for a micron. He tried to offer comfort as he ran his hands across Starbuck's back. He held Starbuck's head in his hands, his face close to Starbuck's. He spoke quietly and determinedly. "I will be there, love. We'll do this together." He saw the brief nod as Starbuck agreed. He smiled and moved away, helping Starbuck get dressed.

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Starbuck sat up on the examining table and crawled under the thin sheet. He had removed his pants and now was feeling anxious. Apollo had left the room with Salik and he wondered what they were talking about. He lay back on the bed, trying to remind himself of where he was.

Apollo followed Salik into his office, asking as soon as the door was sealed. "Doctor, can't you give Starbuck an anesthetic for the pain?"

Salik sighed. "I'm afraid not Apollo. The parasites go into hibernation as soon as anesthetic is administered. Even topical local causes the parasites to go into hibernation. He has to be fully conscious in order for me to extract the parasites." He watched as Apollo sighed and turned away. He felt pain to see the Captain suffering so. He walked over to Apollo and lay a hand on his shoulder, "Apollo, the procedure is extremely painful." He took a deep breath. "I think it would be better for you to wait outside."

Apollo turned furious green eyes on the doctor. "I promised him I would be there with him." His anger faded as he saw the doctor nod.

Salik understood Apollo's need to be with Starbuck, and had hoped he would be there. It might help the young lieutenant. He simply nodded and walked out the door, bringing Apollo and two male med techs with him.

Starbuck lifted his head as the door opened. He saw Apollo, Salik and two med techs enter his private room. He shivered as he realized what was going to happen. He swallowed heavily as he heard the doctor ask, "Starbuck, do you need the straps?" Starbuck shook his head. Hopefully with Apollo there he wouldn't need them. He saw Salik nod and move away, feeling the sheet being pulled off. His legs were spread wide and his feet placed in the stirrups at the end of the bed. He tensed and felt Apollo grip his hand, and he managed to meet his lover's eyes. He clenched his teeth as he felt his penis being touched, then something cold moved between his legs. He stared at Apollo, forcing himself to remain absolutely still. He remembered last time that moving while the procedure was taking place was excruciating.

Salik moved the internal scope closer and turned on the monitor. He lubed the long sterile scope, carefully placing it at Starbuck's ass. He spoke softly, "Okay, Starbuck. I'm starting now." He slowly slid the scope inside, glancing at the monitor.

Starbuck winced as the scope entered him. He continued to hold Apollo's eyes and feel his lover's hands on his face and hair. His whispered words of comfort reminded him of where he was. As the scope probed deeper though, the strange feeling turned painful. Starbuck began to breathe deeply, trembling with effort to remain still. Through the hissing in his ears, he heard Salik whisper. " There they are." He screamed and jerked slightly as a sudden burning pain erupted inside.

Apollo could see the pain in Starbuck's face; and as Starbuck closed his eyes and cried out, Apollo glanced at Salik. He saw the doctor staring at the monitor, deep in concentration. He turned back to Starbuck, running his hands across his face and whispering words to remind his lover that he was there.

Salik watched as the scope probed deeper, eliminating the parasites as it went. The scope destroyed the parasites with a small burst of laser fire. Unfortunately the laser burned; it was the only way Salik had figured out to destroy them. He had tried all sorts of medication; but nothing the Galactica carried had the strength to kill them. Salik also knew that he couldn't scope for too long; without causing permanent damage to the tissue. He sighed; Starbuck would have to return. As the tissue turned from pink to deep red, he pulled the scope out.

Starbuck felt as though someone was shoving a hot poker up his ass. He breathed heavily and cried out in pain as the burning continued. Finally he felt the scope being removed, and fell back to the bed exhausted. Apollo's hand brushed his sweaty hair from his face and he felt Apollo's warm lips against his forehead. He groaned as he felt the two med techs grasp his legs and shoulders. He knew what was next. His penis was held gently and he felt the cool of the metal against the tip. As it slid inside he began to tremble in pain, his breathing coming out in strangled gasps. The scope moved deeper and he bucked wildly as he felt fire erupt inside him. He heard the doctor order crisply, "Strap him down!" He sobbed and struggled, feeling the straps close around each ankle and thigh. His waist was strapped last. He met Apollo's wide fearful eyes and felt the scope continue. Apollo leaned down and held him by the shoulders, resting his cheek against Starbuck's. Starbuck fought to get air into his lungs as he panted heavily, squeezing Apollo's hand tightly. More pain erupted deep inside, and he screamed, "Oh Lords, Apollo. Please make it stop!" The rest of his words broke off as the scope moved even deeper, and he moaned in agony.

Apollo held Starbuck, his heart breaking at the incoherent words. He wanted nothing more than to stop the painful exam; but he was helpless to do so. Suddenly Starbuck screamed and arched his back, startling Salik. Apollo tried to hold Starbuck down, but his lover was in too much pain, he writhed on the bed. He heard Salik shout, "Frak! Hold him still!" Apollo watched horrified as the techs forced Starbuck's back and shoulders back to the bed, leaving dark bruises as the struggle continued.

The pain was so intense; that Starbuck fought with everyone touching him. He no longer cared what happened, he just wanted it to end. His strength slowly deserted him and his struggles weakened. However, the pain intensified. After what seemed like an eternity, Starbuck felt the scope pull out, leaving behind a burning sensation. He lay there breathing heavily, feeling, as though he would pass out from the pain. He closed his eyes and waited for the pain to subside as the med techs released him from the straps and Salik put the equipment away. As soon as he was released, he curled into a fetal position. He heard Apollo whisper to Salik. "Is it over?" He felt like crying as he heard Salik reply, "I'm afraid not, Apollo. Because we waited so long between exams, the parasites have doubled. I can't destroy them in one exam, not if we want to keep the Lieutenant alive. The tissues and his system wouldn't be able to stand it. We'll give him a few cycles before we do it again. We need to give his body a chance to heal first." Starbuck shut his mind to the rest of their words, not wanting to hear. The pain burned deep inside; he knew he would not survive another exam. He fell into an exhausted sleep.

Apollo saw that Starbuck had fallen asleep and turned towards Salik. "When can I bring him home?"

Salik paused, glancing at Starbuck. "Let him rest here and we'll monitor his vitals. If all goes well he can be released in a few centars."

Apollo waited until the doctor left before sitting on the bed beside Starbuck. He ran his hands down the sweaty column of his lover's back. He began to cry as he remembered the awful pain his lover was in. Each cry or moan, tore Apollo's heart out. He rested his head against Starbuck's, whispering, "I'm sorry, love."

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Over the next few sectons, Starbuck continued the treatments. Each was as painful as the last. Apollo wondered if they would ever finish extracting the parasites. Salik seemed hopeful; however Apollo was scared at what it was costing Starbuck. He had lost weight dramatically, and nightmares invaded his sleep. Apollo was grateful that his father had released him from duty until Starbuck was healthy. As he watched Starbuck sleep off the last exam, Apollo prayed to the Lords that Salik would find something different.

Salik sat in his office reading the last scope; he wanted to read them as soon as the computer generated them. He was hopeful; the scope had revealed few parasites. He confirmed his own intuition with the readings and walked back to Starbuck's room. He knocked gently and walked in, surprised to see Starbuck awake and dressing.

Starbuck looked up as Salik walked in the room; he held his breath as he waited for the doctor to speak.

Salik cleared his throat and met Starbuck's nervous gaze. He smiled encouragingly; "There were no parasites, Starbuck."

Starbuck was frozen with shock, he saw Salik grin at him and heard Apollo whoop with joy. He was swept up into his lover's arms and held tightly. His voice trembled, as he asked, "No more exams, doc?"

Salik walked over and placed his hand on Starbuck's shoulder, "A few more, Starbuck, if all goes well, then no more." He squeezed the shoulder; "It's almost over, Starbuck." He smiled as Starbuck simply nodded; and hugged Apollo tightly. He cleared his throat, interrupting them. "I've read through the lab reports. Once we eradicate all the parasites, there is a chance you will regain sexual function."

Starbuck was in shock; he couldn't believe the miracle the Lords were giving him. In a quivering voice, he asked, "When doc?'

Salik cautioned, "It's just a chance, Starbuck. There is a chance that the parasites caused permanent damage and you'll never regain your ability." The hope dimmed in Starbuck's eyes as the doctor continued, "Give it time, Starbuck. Come back and we'll see how you do."

As the exams lessened Starbuck forced Apollo to resume his duties. He again went back to flying in the simulator, not yet certified for duty. Their sex life went on with Starbuck pleasuring Apollo, still unable to achieve an erection himself. He kept secret the fact that the tingling had returned, not wanting to raise Apollo's hopes. He entered their shared quarters and found Apollo getting ready for patrol.

Apollo looked up as Starbuck entered the room. "How was the simulator?"

Starbuck shrugged. "Boring." He met Apollo's eyes. "I'm ready to be back in my viper."

Apollo sighed and walked over to Starbuck, wrapping his arms around him. "Not yet Starbuck." He felt Starbuck pull away and continued. "Soon, Starbuck. As soon as you get your strength back."

Starbuck sighed in frustration. "Do you have any idea how sick I am of hearing that? I'm ready, Apollo, and I know you could convince Tigh if you wanted to."

Apollo felt sympathy for his lover, knowing how restless he must be. But he still believed that Starbuck needed more time. "You're not ready yet, you tire too easily. Suppose we run into Cylons out there? You aren't strong enough to handle that and could risk the rest of the squadron."

Starbuck stiffened at Apollo's last remark. "You honestly believe that would happen?"

Apollo regretted the words as soon as they passed his lips. He saw the way Starbuck tensed and heard the anger in his quiet question. He closed the distance and reached out, grasping Starbuck's hand. "I know how you feel." As Starbuck opened his mouth, he quickly continued before his lover could interrupt. "I mean I know how you feel about not being able to fly. Remember Iblis? I was grounded for a full quatron." Starbuck immediately deflated in defeat, pulling his hand free and sitting on the sofa. Apollo watched as his lover sat, resting his head in his hands. His heart constricted with both pain and love. He sat beside Starbuck, running his hand through Starbuck's soft silky hair. He chose his words carefully. "Listen, I have to be out on patrol in a few centons. Eat something and get some rest, that's the only way to get your strength back." Starbuck nodded and Apollo smiled warmly. "Good." He leaned back against the sofa, pulling Starbuck with him. He glanced at the chronometer and decided he had some time. He gently held Starbuck in his arms, enjoying the feel of running his hands threw his hair.

Starbuck relaxed into Apollo's arms enjoying the hands running through his hair and neck. He moaned as the nimble fingers massaged the tension in his shoulders. Shifting to expose more of his neck and back, Starbuck laid his head on Apollo's chest moving his arm to circle Apollo's waist. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment, knowing that, all too soon, Apollo would have to leave. Apollo's heart began to beat faster and Starbuck opened his eyes to see his lover's cock pushing against his pants. He grinned, and moved to the floor.

Apollo willed his body under control, not wanting to place demands on Starbuck. He knew his lover had seen the evidence of his arousal. As Starbuck moved, Apollo opened his eyes in frustration. He watched as Starbuck grinned and slowly opened his pants.

Starbuck unbuckled Apollo's pants, slowly opening them. Apollo's hard cock pulsed in front of him. With his hands, he shifted Apollo closer, pushing the pants down to Apollo's ankles. Starbuck held Apollo's cock at the base, licking the moisture he found on the tip. His eyes met Apollo's; he grinned at his lover and sucked on the tip teasing him. He continued to tease, occasionally pausing to blow lightly on the throbbing shaft. He heard Apollo's moans of frustration and his ragged breath. He glanced up and saw Apollo's eyes closed in rapture. He grinned and sucked the entire cock into his mouth. Starbuck's right hand held onto Apollo's ass, and helped keep the rhythm. Unconsciously, he began to rub his own cock through his pants, feeling the tingle sensation. Apollo arched his back and moaned loudly, and Starbuck felt the cock in his mouth jerk. He swallowed quickly as the cream filled his mouth. Moving his hand from Apollo's ass, he held the base of Apollo's cock, still sucking.

Apollo sagged back onto the sofa, breathing heavily. He still felt Starbuck's warm mouth sucking him, even though he was depleted. "Lords, Starbuck!" Starbuck's lips slid off his cock and Apollo opened his eyes. The sight of Starbuck licking him clean and carefully tucking him back into his pants almost made Apollo hard again.

Starbuck smiled as he saw the gratitude and love shining in Apollo's eyes. Rising from the floor, he sat carefully on Apollo's lap kissing him passionately. Then Starbuck pulled away and mumbled, "You better get going Captain. You'll be late for patrol."

Apollo nodded wearily, pulling himself to his feet. He leaned over Starbuck and kissed him softly. "I'll be back soon." He straightened and added firmly, "I want you to rest now."

Apollo finally left for his patrol and Starbuck rose from the couch, heading for their bedroom. Apollo was right, he felt exhausted and looked forward to lying down. Striping off his clothes, he stretched out on the wide bed. A smile played on his lips as he closed his eyes and remembered sucking Apollo.

Apollo walked into the landing bay and spotted Boomer talking with Sheba and Bojay. Apollo smiled a greeting and joined the threesome.

"You're late!" Boomer teased. Apollo was seldom late and Boomer loved to tease his friend when he had the opportunity.

Sheba smiled and kissed his cheek, "Don't listen to him Apollo." Pulling away, she wrapped her arm around Bojay's waist. She stopped teasing and asked, "How's Starbuck?"

"Good; a little bored and restless. I guess that's to be expected. He'll be doing much better as soon as he's cleared for duty."

Sheba suddenly smiled. "Apollo let me take your patrol!"

"Sheba, thank you, but you just got back," Apollo explained.

Sheba grinned and grabbed her helmet. "I won't take no for an answer. Consider this a favor returned."

Apollo broke out in a huge smile as he remembered how he and Starbuck had taken Sheba's patrol when she wanted to surprise Bojay with a romantic dinner in the rising Star. "Thanks Sheba." Apollo quickly kissed her cheek before she climbed back into her viper.

Apollo walked out of the landing bay with Bojay, running into Athena as she hurried towards them.

"Apollo! I'm glad I caught you! I wanted to ask if Boxey could spend the night with me. I wanted to take him with me to the orphan ship." She paused and tried to catch her breath as she waited for her brother's answer.

"Sure, Athena. You know, instead of running all the way down here, you could have left a message." Apollo chuckled.

Athena laughed. "I can take him then?"

"As long as you walk me back to my quarters," Apollo replied.

Once Apollo walked into his quarter, he was relieved to see the bedroom door sealed. 'Maybe Starbuck is actually resting.' In Boxey's room, he packed the boy a bag and brought it out to Athena.

Athena glanced at the sealed door. "How's Starbuck doing?"

"Much better now that the exams are almost over." Apollo glanced at the door before continuing. "He's feeling bored and useless. I wish I could do something for him."

Athena squeezed her brother's hand. "Just be there for him Apollo." She kissed his cheek and turned to leave.

After Athena left, Apollo turned and quietly headed for their bedroom. Inside, he found Starbuck lying on the bed, sound asleep. Apollo peeled off his uniform and sat in a chair, not wanting to disturb his lover. Starbuck looked so peaceful as he lay on his back, his arms and legs spread wide. His face was relaxed in sleep, no signs of worry. Apollo simply stared at him, amazed at the depth of love he had for this man. He was startled when he heard Starbuck moan, "Ahhh! Lords, Apollo! Oh yes, love……Lords, yes!" Apollo sat up, afraid that Starbuck was trapped in another nightmare. He was amazed as he saw Starbuck move his hand down his flat stomach into his groin. Apollo moaned softly as he watched, gently rubbing his own cock. Starbuck moaned again incoherently and Apollo was amazed to see him getting an erection. Apollo licked his lips at the sight, of Starbuck's cock half erect. He moved over to the bed gently moving Starbuck's hand away and replacing it with his own. He remembered the last time he had surprised Starbuck and whispered softly, "Starbuck! Love, wake up."

Starbuck heard Apollo's voice calling him. He tried to ignore it, hoping to hold onto his dream. The voice persisted and he finally opened his eyes. Apollo was naked and kneeling between his legs, his hand gently pumping him. Startled, he tried to sit up, feeling Apollo's warm hands push him back to the bed. Apollo's eyes shone with joy, and for the first time; Starbuck realized why. As Apollo ran his hand softly against his cock, Starbuck felt himself harden with desire. "Ahhh! Apollo!" He was totally confused. He met Apollo's eyes. "What happened?"

Apollo continued the slow caresses, moving to sit beside Starbuck. Apollo could see confusion cloud Starbuck's eyes. He answered softly, "Our prayers have been answered love." Before Starbuck could speak, he leaned in and kissed him, softly running his tongue along Starbuck's lips before sucking Starbuck's tongue into his mouth.

Starbuck leaned back against the pillows, pulling Apollo on top of him. He held on to Apollo fiercely, kissing him deeply. Apollo moaned as Starbuck gently bite his neck while running his hands down Apollo's back. Starbuck was amazed at the fact he was finally able to achieve an erection. His cock pulsed with need, his balls aching because it had been so long. Apollo began thrusting his cock against Starbuck's, and Starbuck's lungs labored to get air. His balls tightening, Starbuck clenched his teeth, knowing he was about to cum. He thrust his hips violently against Apollo's, holding onto Apollo's waist. Not able to contain the surging tide, he cried out. "Ahhh…Frak!" His vision exploded as he rode the waves of ecstasy. He held on to Apollo tightly, as he jerked helplessly.

Kissing Starbuck frantically, Apollo moaned, feeling the warm cream lubricate his cock. His own cream mingled with Starbuck's. He held Starbuck tight, as they both regained their breath. Apollo marveled at how intense their lovemaking was. Slowly he eased off his lover, resting beside him on the bed, his body relaxed and satiated. Sitting up slightly, his eyes savored the afterglow that shone in Starbuck's eyes. His hand caressed the quivering body he loved so much.

Starbuck shivered as Apollo's hands traveled along his body. He opened his eyes and reached up, pulling Apollo's head closer. Kissing him gently, he whispered, "Lords, Apollo! That was incredible!" Suddenly he felt exhausted and fought to keep his eyes open, not wanting to fall asleep just yet.

Apollo cupped Starbuck's face, kissing him gently. When he pulled away, he whispered, "Rest, Starbuck." Starbuck opened his mouth to argue and Apollo continued quickly, "I'll be here when you wake." He was about to continue, when he saw Starbuck smile and close his eyes. Apollo watched Starbuck sleep for a few microns before he quietly rose from the bed. Covering his lover, he walked into the living area. After all that Starbuck had been through, he was determined to make this night special for him. He set about gathering everything he would need, occasionally checking to see if Starbuck was sleeping okay.

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Starbuck woke up a few centers later, remembering how he had finally managed to make love with Apollo. A grin spread across his face as he remembered their explosive climax, his cock stirring. Apollo was not in their room, so Starbuck rose from the bed to find him. He found Apollo in the living area, and his surprise was evident. The room was dimly lit with candles; soft blankets and pillows covered the floor. Apollo grinned and held out his hand, which Starbuck grasped immediately. In a wondrous tone, he asked, "Apollo, what is all this? Where's Boxey?"

Apollo chuckled; "Boxey is with Athena." He pulled Starbuck down onto the blankets, stretching him out. "And this is for you, love. I want you to simply relax tonight." He grinned. "I plan on doing all the work!" Starbuck smiled and Apollo whispered, "You have been taking care of my needs, now I plan on taking care of all yours."

Starbuck whispered huskily, "I love you, Apollo."

Apollo kissed him passionately, staring into the blue eyes he loved so much. "I love you so much Starbuck." He teasingly continued, "Now shut up Lieutenant, and let me pleasure you!"

Starbuck laughed and stretched languidly on the blankets. "Okay, Captain. I'm all yours." He raised his eyebrows suggestively. "Do what you want to me, but be gentle!"

Apollo laughed. "I will. And I will do what I want!" He kissed him again, raising Starbuck's arms to rest above his head. Apollo kissed and sucked his way across Starbuck's jaw, moving down to lick his neck. He loved the way Starbuck moaned and turned his head, exposing more of his neck.

Apollo's warm tongue moved lower to Starbuck's chest, causing him to moan loudly. His breathing quickened as he felt Apollo's tongue tease his nipple. Hands caressed his sides and chest, and Starbuck was soon moaning in frustration, as they never went below his waist. "Apollo….please."

Apollo grinned against Starbuck's nipple, finally relenting and sliding his hands lower. Hearing the loud satisfying moan, Apollo gripped Starbuck's hard cock. He felt Starbuck's hips lift from the blankets, thrusting himself into Apollo's hand. He licked his way down Starbuck's stomach, sucking the fine hairs that led from Starbuck's belly to his cock, into his mouth. He felt the tip of Starbuck's cock, hitting him gently on the chin. He moved lower and grasped the base, licking the drops of precum off the tip.

Starbuck tried to control the burning rush, wanting this moment to last forever. Apollo's tongue traveled from the tip to the base, moving on to his balls. Each testicle was licked and sucked, causing Starbuck to cry out.

Hearing Starbuck's continuos moans, Apollo knew he was losing control. He sat up, kissing Starbuck's cock gently before straddling him. Apollo slowly lowered himself onto the hard shaft, feeling himself stretch as he took Starbuck deeper. Once Starbuck was fully sheathed, Apollo remained still for a micron. He savored the feel of his love filling him and wanted the moment to last forever. He glanced down at Starbuck, licking his lips at the erotic sight. Starbuck's eyes were closed, his head tilted as he concentrated on not climaxing. His chest heaved as he fought for air, a fine sheen of sweat dampening the golden hair. Apollo leaned forward, licking each nipple.

Starbuck felt Apollo lean forward; he moaned as he felt Apollo's tongue on his chest. "Gods…..Apollo!" He grabbed Apollo by the waist and started to thrust his hips. Apollo sat up and grinned at him; before gently removing his hands. Starbuck moaned, not sure how much more he could stand. "Apollo, ..please make me come!"

Apollo heard the urgency in his love's voice and felt his own urgency as his cock twitched on Starbuck's stomach. Resting both hands on Starbuck's stomach, Apollo began to move up and down on Starbuck's cock. Soon they were both moaning and Apollo felt Starbuck's hand wrap around him, pumping him. He bit his lip, waiting for Starbuck to come first. He wanted this to be very special for his lover.

Starbuck clenched his ass as he felt his balls tighten. His hips were lifted from the blanket as he rammed his cock into Apollo. He cried out as he came deep inside, "Aghhh,……..Apollo!" his moans becoming incoherent.

Apollo heard his lover cry out, feeling the hot flow of semen deep inside. Starbuck's wild thrusts; and the way he squeezed Apollo's cock when he came; brought Apollo over the edge. His come spurting out over Starbuck's fingers and stomach. After several microns of abandoned thrusting and incoherent moans, Apollo collapsed on to Starbuck,panting heavily.

Starbuck ran his hands along Apollo's back, softly caressing his lover. He felt himself slide out of Apollo, as his lover rolled off him. Apollo leaned forward and kissed him gently, a kiss without passion, but filled with love. Apollo's warm hands running through his hair in a loving manner. When Apollo pulled away and their eyes met, Starbuck saw the beautiful eyes full of love and happiness. After all he had been through, and seeing the love so pure in Apollo's eyes, Starbuck's emotions overcame him. He began to shake and felt the tears course down his face. His lips trembled as he tried to speak, "Apollo, I .." He was unable to finish.

Frightened, Apollo pulled Starbuck tightly against him, frantically running his hands over Starbuck's body. "Love! What is it? Did I do something?" He was beginning to panic as he heard Starbuck's strangled cries. "Oh, Lords. I'm sorry, love!" He didn't know what was happening, but heard the pain in his lover's cries. He continued to whisper soothing words, holding Starbuck tight, his own eyes filling with tears.

Starbuck finally managed to stop crying, and pull away from Apollo. He was embarrassed by his breakdown and wiped his tears away. He met Apollo's eyes. "I'm sorry, Apollo."

Apollo barely heard the softly spoken apology; he pulled Starbuck close again. He held him tight, and whispered into his ear. "I wanted this night to be special. If I rushed you or made you do….."

Starbuck interrupted him, "No! You have never made me do anything I didn't want to." Apollo remained quiet, and Starbuck took a deep breath, before continuing. "Being here, in your arms, making love to you, I never thought it would happen again." Starbuck pulled away, to look deep into Apollo's eyes. "I'm just so happy."

Apollo reached out and gently wiped a tear; as it slid down Starbuck's cheek. "I'm happy, too love." He paused, marshalling his emotions. "It is over." Starbuck nodded, smiling despite the tears that streaked his face. Apollo lay back, pulling Starbuck down with him. Starbuck snuggled into his arms, resting his head on Apollo's chest. After a few microns, Apollo felt him relax into sleep. Apollo prayed to the Lords; that the nightmares would not disturb his sleep. He gently caressed Starbuck's back, smiling as his lover moaned and pushed closer to him. He whispered, "I'm here, Starbuck." Apollo kissed the top of the blond head and closed his eyes, thinking I'll always be here.

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